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Title: Long Way From Here
Author: Laylah
Rating: PG for subtle badtouch
Word count: 789
Summary: Vayne twitches back the sheets with a flick of his wrist. "I'm honored that you came to me," he says.


Vayne wakes as soon as the door opens. One who did otherwise would be unworthy of House Solidor, and likely would not long be part of it. But tonight the intruder is not a threat.

"Brother?" Larsa says softly.

"Come in," Vayne answers. He sits up, letting the sheets fall back. "Are you well?"

Larsa closes the door carefully, and pads across the room without lighting any of the lamps. Starlight from the windows is just enough for Vayne to make him out, a ghostly little figure in his nightshirt. "I couldn't sleep," he says, stopping at the edge of the bed.

Vayne twitches back the sheets with a flick of his wrist. "I'm honored that you came to me," he says. He slides over to make room, so Larsa can crawl into the warm spot where he's been lying. "What's the matter?" he asks, though he's fairly certain he knows.

"You need me to tell you?" Larsa asks reproachfully. His hand finds Vayne's, under the blankets. "It's a long way to Rabanastre from here."

"Only a few hours, in a good airship," Vayne points out. He eases himself back down, pulling up the blankets, and slides an arm around Larsa's narrow shoulders.

"That's still much further than the other end of the hall," Larsa counters. He sighs. "I'm sorry. I don't mean to sound petulant."

"You don't need to apologize," Vayne says. He buries his face in Larsa's hair, breathes in the sweet, clean scent of it. "You never need to apologize to me."

Larsa hugs him. "You're so kind to me, brother." His hand curls tight in the linen of Vayne's nightshirt, and holds on. "And that makes it worse. Ever since Mother -- I'll miss you."

By the time their mother died, three years ago, she and Vayne were thoroughly estranged; indeed, he sees it as a blessing more than anything, for it was in the wake of her death that he really grew to know Larsa well. "I'll miss you, too," he says. He's been trying not to dwell on that aspect of his new post, for fear that his resolve might waver. He strokes Larsa's shoulder, fingertips circling the blunt knob of bone. "Try to be brave. I work to secure the future of the empire, so it will be worthy of you by the time you inherit."

"It is you who will be the next emperor, brother, not I," Larsa says sternly. Vayne smiles in the dark, and kisses his temple.

"And should I die without issue, you succeed me," Vayne says. It is what he intends; he has chosen his heir already, not some hypothetical son but his beloved brother.

"But forgive me," he says. "You come to me for comfort and here we are talking of death. I apologize." He draws Larsa -- slender and bird-boned and warm -- into his embrace, allowing himself to treasure this moment, at least; it will likely be the last of its kind for some time.

Larsa presses a soft kiss against his throat, and if it makes his heart beat faster, Vayne is careful not to show it. "Will you come home for holidays?"

"I will come home whenever my duties allow," he promises. It will serve him in good stead, not only for the chance to see Larsa, but in order to keep abreast of the maneuvers in the Senate as it seeks to weaken the standing of House Solidor in Gramis's decline. "And you -- so long as you are properly accompanied by a Magister, I see no reason why you should not come to visit Rabanastre as well."

"I shall, then," Larsa declares. "As often as my studies allow." He shifts, pressing closer as he stretches up to brush a kiss against Vayne's cheek.

Vayne nods. "We have a bargain," he says. He returns the kiss, and for a moment as he draws back their lips meet -- and he hears Larsa's breath catch, feels Larsa's hands clench tight: he could press further, should he choose to. Larsa would not refuse his hands, his mouth.

But Larsa is unsullied, still perfect, untouched by the depravity or the schemes of Archades. Vayne would not see that change, would kill to keep him so.

"Good night, my brother," he says, and feels Larsa relax against him. "Sleep well."

"And you, as well," Larsa murmurs, the last tension draining from him as he accepts his place: safe in his brother's arms.

Vayne will not sleep well, not when he must watch over his brother, but no matter. He can doze tomorrow on the transport ship; he knows his speech well enough not to need further rehearsing. This treasure is more than worth the trouble.

Date: 2007-07-01 01:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mithrigil.livejournal.com

Ooh, well played. I would love to get into Larsa's head during this, oh yes. And the nod about Vayne not wanting any heir but his brother--so very Vayne.

Date: 2007-07-01 02:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jpegasus.livejournal.com
Vayne in his one wooby weakspot ^^
it'd be super cute, except for the badtouch ;)

Date: 2007-07-01 03:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sheffiesharpe.livejournal.com
Oh, nicely done! It's both adorable and terrifying, and I do so like this one point of tenderness in Vayne's character.

I also adore the detail of Vayne's planning not to have heirs--it's utterly spot-on.

Date: 2007-07-01 04:12 pm (UTC)
white_aster: (larsa)
From: [personal profile] white_aster
ooooh, very nicely done! <3! I also liked the no heirs but his brother thing. <3!

Date: 2007-07-01 04:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] puella-nerdii.livejournal.com
Damn. Simultaneously cute and creepy, which is kind of what Vayne/Larsa is. I love that Vayne is still obsessed with his brother's purity, and how determined he is to see Larsa become emperor. It rings so very true.

...your Vayne is many different kinds of fabulous, really. :D Great job!

Date: 2007-07-01 04:33 pm (UTC)
ext_18500: My non-fandom OC Oraania. She's crazy. (Brothers Solider)
From: [identity profile] mimi-sardinia.livejournal.com
I will add my love for the "no heir but Larsa" part. Generally I just love to death any Vayne/Larsa fics that have a strong brotherly love between them (and I don't mind any hints of something beyond "brotherly" either), and this hits spot on.

Date: 2007-07-01 04:45 pm (UTC)
ext_18500: My non-fandom OC Oraania. She's crazy. (Larsa - legs)
From: [identity profile] mimi-sardinia.livejournal.com
Yes - that is totally the way I can see Vayne.

As for porn... well I'll go as far as kissing and cuddling between them (I have read it), but any further... well Larsa is too young for "any further". The only other recourse is maybe AU.

Date: 2007-07-01 04:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] puella-nerdii.livejournal.com
I blame the Horrible Eighties Perm on the astounding lack of fashion sense demonstrated by -- well, pretty much everyone in the game. :D (A potholder, Basch?)

*nod* That's pretty much what I love about Vayne -- the overwhelming charisma and the (misguided) convictions beneath it. Mmm indeed.

Date: 2007-07-01 05:10 pm (UTC)
lassarina: (Kitty Intarwebs)
From: [personal profile] lassarina
One who did otherwise would be unworthy of House Solidor, and likely would not long be part of it. Awesome :D

This is so awesome with Vayne's protectiveness and the way he'd kill to keep Larsa pure, and wanting no heir but Larsa. Squee.

Date: 2007-07-01 06:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] vedoro.livejournal.com
Guhhhh. I love this community. All of my kinks and pairings are being written out and so well. *wibble*

This story was fantabulous and yess, my two cents &hearts for Vayne's conviction/obsession and only Larsa as his heir. I just wish he'd take Larsa out of his gilded box and play with him for a bit. ;x Growing boys need their exercise too, haha. *smacked* ♥

Date: 2007-07-01 10:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] heavensgardener.livejournal.com
I am in awe.

Beautifully written.

Date: 2007-07-01 11:17 pm (UTC)
ext_8834: (Default)
From: [identity profile] fairlyironic.livejournal.com
I know nothing about this fandom, but I enjoyed the piece nonetheless :)

Date: 2007-07-01 11:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] heavensgardener.livejournal.com
I was actually working on a Vayne/Larsa fic...which, ironically, took an angle similar to this-the "glass box" angle-but yours just totally blows mine out of the water.

*offers frog plush and worships*

Date: 2007-07-01 11:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ex-release201.livejournal.com
Just finished the game and came running for Vayne/Larsa fic... this was just what I was looking for. Gorgeously written. :)

Date: 2007-07-02 12:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] heavensgardener.livejournal.com
It is so easy. *pokes at her muse* And now I have to write Vayne fic, since he won't shut up in my head...and the only idea I have is a scary AU one...o dear.

I think I have most of your FFXII stories saved somewhere on my hard drive.

Date: 2007-07-02 03:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mitsuhachi.livejournal.com
a;lsdhgshadg. Laylah. Gods. So much much love. Vayne is so messed up in the head, and this is at once both super sweet and totally broken and wrong and... just TOTAL UTTER LOVE.

I. Coherency, not so much. But total adoration.

Date: 2007-07-02 05:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] allira-dream.livejournal.com
I have to say thank you: a friend of mine had stopped playing just around where it's found out who Larsa really is and she read this out of boredom while I beta one of her stories and now she's going to play FFXII again >D.

AND. Now about the story, oh, oh. I love Larsa's crush and Vayne not wanting to sully his brother. Oh, yes indeed. I love how this one is esentially very very sweet and yet there's this whole layer of wrong underneath that just... *shivers*

Amazing job!

Date: 2007-07-02 06:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blue-soaring.livejournal.com
I love it so, so much when you write these two. The badtouch implications make me squirm in dirty glee, but maybe even more than that, your handle on the words and their flow makes me make happy faces at you, like so: :D

It's about time summerkink got here, I've been waiting for some of these from you to read! <3

Date: 2007-07-03 06:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dragonspire.livejournal.com
Just the perfect amounts of everything. The loyalty, the words and of course, the right amount of badtouch that left me shuddering with Larsa. ♥ Yey!

Date: 2007-07-06 03:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sister-coyote.livejournal.com
I love how carefully Vayne treats him. Badtouch in kid gloves. ...and the language, of course. ♥

Date: 2007-07-23 02:50 am (UTC)
threewalls: threewalls (Default)
From: [personal profile] threewalls
Their dialogue is spot-on, very apt diction.

The whole thing is very Vayne, seductive logic, with subtle lines in the sand about Larsa that he will not cross, though he knows that he can. Of course he doesn't want issue, when he has Larsa. I've never seen anything suggesting that they shared a mother, which is interesting here and binds them even tighter.

However, I can't help wondering if Vayne draws his lines too close to the temptation, if Larsa didn't recognise something in what they do. It's also very like Vayne to think he controls the situation perfectly, but finding out later that he did not.

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