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Word Count: 495
Prompt: Tsubasa, Kurogane/Fai: lies - “How is it that I’m the only person who is exactly who I claimed to be?!”
Warnings: Present tense. Semi-explicit sex - might even be clinical-sounding at points. However, smut is not the central theme of this ficlet. If you’re looking for a PWP, you’ll be disappointed.
A/N: This is pretty short and, perhaps, not the best interpretation of the promt, but I wanted to go for something raw. I apologise for being late.
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Fucking someone is very much like fighting, Kurogane thinks.
Sweat rolling down skin, being out of breath and muscles aching belong to sex just as much as they belong to a good ole’ fight - only that there’s less blood. Much less blood.
Still, the excitement and the feeling of energy being drained out of your body is the same.
And though your body is running out of fuel, you can’t get enough - the hunger is always there, making it impossible for you to do anything until you’ve given in to the need.
But maybe it’s only him - maybe, he’s simply insatiable.
Yes, he’s insatiable, Kurogane admits to himself as he thrusts his cock into Fai’s arse - tight and so hot that it costs him all his self-control to not start slamming into Fai right away.
After all, there’s a difference between being rough and sadistic. And Kurogane doesn’t want to hurt Fai; Kurogane wants to make Fai moan out, fill him so completely until he’s unable to run away from the truth - and their relationship.
But no, Kurogane has never wanted to break him.
But it’s what you want - isn’t it, Fai? For me to break you. Break you so hard that you’ll forgot what it’s like to feel.
Kurogane knows that Fai is using him: he knows that them having sex is not about love.
We’re both just running away. But at least, I’m not pretending.
Kurogane grinds his teeth against his lower lip as he starts to move. He’s determined to make this last, to not lose himself in the pleasure all too soon.
Therefore, Kurogane ignores Fai’s pleas of doing it harder and faster - not because he doesn’t care, but because he cares too much.
It doesn’t matter what Fai wants or believes he needs.
You’ve long since lost all judgement to able to determine what’s good for you.
As Kurogane drives into Fai - his penis slipping in and out of Fai’s anus quickly yet not quickly, gently and not gently - he makes sure to look at Fai’s face; it’s only here he gets to see who Fai really is.
There’s no fake smile, no pretense of innocence where there isn’t any and - most importantly - no lies coming out of his mouth.
Fai as he is now with his eyes screwed up tight as if he were in pain, forehead coated in sweat and him panting heavily is the closest thing Kurogane’s got to really being with Fai.
It’s not enough, but still better than not being with Fai at all.
Yes, Kurogane thinks as he feels Fai’s hands clawing at his back, this is the real you - unmasked and oh so beautiful.
And Kurogane will be damned if he won’t make use of what he’s got now - and if it makes him insatiable, so be it.
...
transient_words Word Count: 495
Prompt: Tsubasa, Kurogane/Fai: lies - “How is it that I’m the only person who is exactly who I claimed to be?!”
Warnings: Present tense. Semi-explicit sex - might even be clinical-sounding at points. However, smut is not the central theme of this ficlet. If you’re looking for a PWP, you’ll be disappointed.
A/N: This is pretty short and, perhaps, not the best interpretation of the promt, but I wanted to go for something raw. I apologise for being late.
...
Fucking someone is very much like fighting, Kurogane thinks.
Sweat rolling down skin, being out of breath and muscles aching belong to sex just as much as they belong to a good ole’ fight - only that there’s less blood. Much less blood.
Still, the excitement and the feeling of energy being drained out of your body is the same.
And though your body is running out of fuel, you can’t get enough - the hunger is always there, making it impossible for you to do anything until you’ve given in to the need.
But maybe it’s only him - maybe, he’s simply insatiable.
Yes, he’s insatiable, Kurogane admits to himself as he thrusts his cock into Fai’s arse - tight and so hot that it costs him all his self-control to not start slamming into Fai right away.
After all, there’s a difference between being rough and sadistic. And Kurogane doesn’t want to hurt Fai; Kurogane wants to make Fai moan out, fill him so completely until he’s unable to run away from the truth - and their relationship.
But no, Kurogane has never wanted to break him.
But it’s what you want - isn’t it, Fai? For me to break you. Break you so hard that you’ll forgot what it’s like to feel.
Kurogane knows that Fai is using him: he knows that them having sex is not about love.
We’re both just running away. But at least, I’m not pretending.
Kurogane grinds his teeth against his lower lip as he starts to move. He’s determined to make this last, to not lose himself in the pleasure all too soon.
Therefore, Kurogane ignores Fai’s pleas of doing it harder and faster - not because he doesn’t care, but because he cares too much.
It doesn’t matter what Fai wants or believes he needs.
You’ve long since lost all judgement to able to determine what’s good for you.
As Kurogane drives into Fai - his penis slipping in and out of Fai’s anus quickly yet not quickly, gently and not gently - he makes sure to look at Fai’s face; it’s only here he gets to see who Fai really is.
There’s no fake smile, no pretense of innocence where there isn’t any and - most importantly - no lies coming out of his mouth.
Fai as he is now with his eyes screwed up tight as if he were in pain, forehead coated in sweat and him panting heavily is the closest thing Kurogane’s got to really being with Fai.
It’s not enough, but still better than not being with Fai at all.
Yes, Kurogane thinks as he feels Fai’s hands clawing at his back, this is the real you - unmasked and oh so beautiful.
And Kurogane will be damned if he won’t make use of what he’s got now - and if it makes him insatiable, so be it.
...
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Date: 2010-07-19 06:52 pm (UTC)<3
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Date: 2010-07-19 07:03 pm (UTC)(Not that I mind in the least).
Thanks!
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Date: 2010-07-19 08:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-19 09:24 pm (UTC)I'm glad you liked!
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Date: 2010-07-19 08:28 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-19 09:25 pm (UTC)Thanks!
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Date: 2010-07-19 10:11 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-20 07:20 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-20 12:12 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-20 07:21 pm (UTC)I really enjoyed writing Kurogane's POV here, so your comments means a lot.
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Date: 2010-07-20 03:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-20 07:22 pm (UTC)And I appreciate it a lot because you're the only person who really reads all of my stuff.
Anyhow, I love your new icon.
Pretty!
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Date: 2010-07-20 07:26 pm (UTC)Thanks! I couldn't resist moody!wounded!Masamune)))))
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Date: 2010-07-20 07:32 pm (UTC)But seriously, brain-dead today.
He's very pretty, I tell you.
Ihaveathingformoodywoundedmen.
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Date: 2010-07-20 07:38 pm (UTC)So do I))))) Esp. such men)))
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Date: 2010-07-20 07:43 pm (UTC)Hmm. I really like it when someone like Jin is wounded and lets his hair down *____*
He's a thing of beauty ;_;.
And reading Berserk and Slam Dunk often has me thinking how I like tall and muscular men *coughs*.
And how much Griffith looks even more effeminate in the recent chapters XD
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Date: 2010-07-20 07:52 pm (UTC)Hell yes, that's hot)))
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Date: 2010-07-20 08:07 pm (UTC)I'd say everything about Jin is hot ...
*coughs*