Past (Transformers, Soundwave/Blaster, R)

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Title: "Past"
Author: manga_queen
Rating: R
Warnings: Mech Sex
Word Count: 781
Prompt: Transformers, Soundwave/Blaster - past relationship - It's easy now that we're apart/To see how your mind played tricks on my heart
A/N:


"It's easy now that we're apart, to see how your mind played tricks on my heart," Blaster said, glaring at Soundwave. "You lied to me and placed those fake memories in my mind. You treated me like some kind of toy!" Blaster punched the wall, acting completely different than he normally did. "Why?"

"Your feelings: irrelevant," Soundwave answered, unfazed by the other's actions. "Your assistance: no longer required. Your life: unnecessary." Soundwave grabbed Blaster's throat, ignoring the other's struggling. "My mission: kill you."

Blaster kicked the Decepticon, growling as he was dropped. "Stop speaking to me like that. I know you can talk like a civilized mech. You owe me an explanation!" He clenched his fists.

"You were of use back then." Soundwave growled at the other, annoyed. "You no longer are. Why keep you in the picture when you are no longer needed?"

"So, I never meant anything to you?" Blaster moved closer, making sure his movements were flirtatious. He smiled slightly when he reached Soundwave. "So your mind tricks made me hear your cries of pleasure? They made me feel the energy of an overload?" Blaster could see the subtle changes in the Decepticon's posture; he had no intention of restarting their relationship - after all, he had someone else - but he wanted the other to tell him the truth.

"A-Affirmative." Soundwave cursed inwardly as his words faltered. "None of it was real. I forced you to imagine all of it."

"I see." Blaster sighed before pretending to pout. "Well then, I guess that's all. After all-" He paused speaking to prod one of the buttons. "-it's not like my staying would do anything for you, would it?" He grinned as Soundwave gasped softly. "Something wrong, 'Wave?"

Soundwave hissed, turning and pushing Blaster against a wall. "If you're going to tease, you'd better be willing to take things further." He removed his mask, smirking at the other. "Perhaps your little Autobot lover can't fulfill your needs? Maybe that's why you're here."

Blaster growled, pushing back. "He's better than you ever were. You were a lousy lover, who could never give me what I needed. You were always too busy chasing after others."

"Maybe it was because you were so self-centered." Soundwave grabbed the other's shoulders, staring at the Autobot for a moment before pulling Blaster into a passionate kiss. He bit at the other's lips, surprised when Blaster returned the rough kiss. ::And you don't want me, huh?::

::I'm happy with my lover and won't leave him.:: Blaster dug his fingers into Soundwave's arms, smirking into the kiss as he heard the other's growl. He spun them around, shoving Soundwave against the wall harshly, not caring about pain. It had been a long time since he'd interfaced without caring about being gentle.

::Obviously you aren't. If you were, we wouldn't be doing this; you wouldn't be enjoying this, either.:: Soundwave pulled out of the kiss, smirking. Without giving a warning, he bit down on Blaster's eject button, while his fingers danced over the other's buttons near Blaster's crotch.

"Primus!" Blaster gasped as warning lights flashed across his vision. Ignoring them, he trailed his fingers over the glass on the other's chassis, over the Decepticon insignia. ::We aren't getting back together just because of this.:: He gasped as Soundwave used a hand to caress a sensitive bundle of wires.

::I'm well aware of that. I'm no longer interested in you.:: Soundwave smirked as he heard Blaster's cry, as he felt the other overload. The energy from the other's overload coursed through him, making his own systems overload, flashing warnings across his vision. When he recovered, he stared down at his former lover, considering getting rid of the other once and for all; he decided against it, not even knowing why, and left before he did anything else.

~

Blaster woke with a start, looking around his room. "How...?" he muttered. "Was it all a dream?"

"You're awake," Tracks said. "You worried us. We found you out there, unconscious." He moved closer to his lover. "We didn't see anyone else there, but you looked pretty beaten up. Who was it?"

"Don't worry about it, Tracks. Everything's fine." Blaster smiled, kissing the other's cheek. 'That relationship is in the past, and nothing will change what happened. I don't need him when I have Tracks.'

"Get some more rest. I'll stay here with you." Tracks smiled when he realized Blaster was already in recharge by the time he'd finished speaking; he just held the other, refusing to move and wake Blaster. "I'll be here when you wake, love." He leaned back, against the wall, letting himself fall into recharge with his lover.