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Title: A Finger On My Heart.
Author/Artist: [livejournal.com profile] allira_dream
Rating: R/NC17.
Warnings: None.
Word count: 845.
Summary: Touya touches him as if he would break.
A/N: Prompt: Card Captor Sakura, Touya/Yukito: Hurt/comfort – “You passed out again.”

A Finger On My Heart..

There was something soft and cool over his forehead, soothing him. Yukito knew he had to wake up but he was still groggy, and that touch was so very comforting. He took a deep breath and then whatever it was moved away. He felt the bed dip by his side, and then Touya's hand touching his arm.

“Yuki.”

He opened his eyes slowly. Touya was nothing but a blurry form for a few seconds until he managed to focus, and even when he did myopia softened his edges, almost as if he was a dream. Yukito was only certain that Touya was there because he never remembered his dreams.

“To-ya,” he smiled, just a little. He had learned a long time ago that if he smiled, there was a big chance of Touya smiling back, or at least his scowl softening into fondness.

It didn't happen this time. Despite the lack of glasses, he saw that Touya's eyes were still narrowed and his shoulders tense. Yukito moved to sit down slowly, the world still spinning a little too fast for his liking. He touched Touya's hand softly.

“You passed out again,” Touya said.

Oh. No wonder he seemed so worried. Yukito allowed himself a moment of worry before he smiled, sliding his fingers between Touya's, squeezing his hand softly.

“I'm sure it's just a freaky cold,” he smiled but kept his voice soft. This close, there was no missing how deep Touya's blue eyes were, how the worry had settled over his face. “I'll be fine. Lots of rest and lots of food and I'll be as good as new.”

That, at least, did brought back the usual gentle snort, the thumb rubbing against his knuckles. Something settled deeper in Touya's eyes, but his shoulders relaxed. Yukito felt his smile become more honest at that.

“You eat more, you'll bring Tomoeda to bankruptcy.”

Yukito laughed, just a little. “You're probably right!”

Then, Touya's hand was cradling his face as if he would break if he pressed more.

“To-ya?”

“Yuki.”

When Touya pressed their lips together, he had been expecting the kiss. He opened his lips under Touya's, felt the touch of his tongue against his and Touya pressing him against the mattress so carefully. There was some kind of desperation in the way Touya was touching him, as if he wanted to learn everything and it was breaking Yukito's heart not knowing what was causing Touya to suffer so much, just knowing that he was somehow responsible.

He wanted to repeat that he was okay, but the words caught on his throat. Touya nuzzled against his throat.

“Just let me,” Touya asked, his voice rough. “Let me, Yuki.”

Yukito nodded, suddenly so glad that he didn't have his glasses, even if Touya was so close that he didn't need them. But without his glasses he could pretend he didn't notice the way Touya seemed to be shaking, too, as he knelt between his legs long enough to open his trousers, pushing them and his underwear down.

He wasn't hard, but Touya's touch was as familiar as his own, and despite the sudden feeling of fog surrounding them, chocking them, Yukito found himself closing his eyes, relaxing into the touch of Touya's hand on his cock, gasping softly when Touya took him in his mouth, sucking slowly.

Yukito shivered, moving a hand to touch Touya's hair, his hips rocking just a little. This was good, better than good – Touya's strong hands holding his thighs and his tongue pressing to the head. Yukito gave a soft moan and Touya swallowed around him and the slow pleasure made Yukito arch his back, and he thought that perhaps he held a little too tightly to Touya's hair when he came.

Afterwards, he wasn't sure if he passed out or not. When he managed to open his eyes, his body still felt languid from his orgasm, but there was the same exhaustion he'd been feeling for weeks and Touya was sitting by his side again, eyes like a starless sky. Yukito wished for the proper words to comfort him so much.

Touya smiled, just a little.

“The monster called,” he said, touching his face still as if he was made of porcelain. “She's doing some research with Daidouji and she won't be able to come on time to make dinner, so I'll be the one doing it. Anything you'd like?”

Yukito held to his hand, pressing it hard against his face, until Touya's warmth was his own. He was hungry, yes, but Yukito knew there was something he wanted more.

“Stay with me?”

Yukito was glad he still wasn't wearing his glasses. That way, he didn't see the way the worry settled even more deeply in Touya's eyes. He just felt Touya move to lay down besides him, an arm around his waist until Yukito could feel his chest to his back and he was almost completely enveloped by Touya's warmth and scent and strength.

It took him longer than he thought it would to fall asleep again.

Date: 2007-07-03 06:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] reversedhymnal.livejournal.com
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I- I can't. Oh, wow. Can't form coherent. Things. And brain. OW. That was. Guh. *dies*

That was positively beautiful and heart wrenching and sweet and full of ow. I'M SO HAPPY IT WORKS OUT IN THE END, ;_; B-but, this is a perfect example as to what they had to have been goin through, and it's written so superbly, so delicately and sweetly in such soft yet solid colors, and I think one of my absolute favorite aspects was quite probably what Yuki couldn't see.

*melts* You make this promptress very, very happy, ♥

....ARGH. what happened to my Touya and Yukito icon, damn it? >.< MUST FIND ONE.

Date: 2007-07-03 06:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] telrunya.livejournal.com
What can I say? This is so touching and works so well. Really, I love this. Touya and Yukito and the way you wrote it ♥~~, it's beautiful. ;_;

Date: 2007-07-03 08:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] emerald-embers.livejournal.com
Fabtastic :D. That whole segment of the anime/manga I just kept getting all flaily and distressed for them because it must have been so tough, and this handles it so brilliantly, the way Yukito doesn't entirely know what's going on but he knows something's a bit wrong and tries to hide his worries about it, while Touya stays all strong and silent but really concerned, and oh.

Love the way the naughtiness was understated. It works so well with a pairing like this :D, where they're so comfortable around one another that if they're not established already you can imagine them suddenly becoming established with no effort at all.

Love it :). Love it loads. *hugs*

(And the use of Yukito's bad eyesight? Extra love!)

Date: 2007-07-04 07:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tekalynn.livejournal.com
*sob!*

This is lovely.

Date: 2007-07-05 07:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] daniela-lynx.livejournal.com
It has been years since the last time I read anything related to CCS, and you worked wonders to bring back reaaaaally good memories for me 8D Touya/Yukito was my first anime OTP! And this is beautiful. You work the details so well. Like Yuki's glasses. I love how you used that XD

Hot and sweet. And it hurts, but it's a good kind of hurt. *thumbs up* ;w;

Date: 2007-07-06 12:53 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] jordanacua.livejournal.com
Awwww!!!!

If you didn't kill me before, you sure as hell killed me now.

My ultimate OTP, so heartbreaking and sweet, with the enchanting cadence of your words is just what I need to be all teary-eyed and full of squee.
I swear my face is going to break, the grin won't leave!!

Oh, I'm so happy right now, hehehe.

Thank you so very much for sharing.

Date: 2007-07-09 08:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] longleggedgit.livejournal.com
Awwwww. I wish people would write this pairing more often. Thanks for sharing. <3

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